and then the first day of college i donno why i was not very excited about it ..donno what was on my mind... although i was happythat i got into loyola, on my way to college i was kinda lost maybe i missed my friends or donno what ...anyway....i searched for my class ...as i entered i gave a glance at the people sitting in the second row and saw this girl yapping to glory .....i took a seat in the first row and stared at the black board and the girl behind me went on n on...i wondered how she could talk so much ...anyway to be honest i didnt like the college at first...god i missed my friends....and i hated myself for not doing Msc with them....but then again i thought i wanted to do this and here i was doing what i wanted then why did i feel so bad.....I was kinda disappointed and dejected... I even thought of sliding....but then again i had this instinct telling me to stay....Alongside alota other things happened roselene left for Uk which was even more depressing i was happy but the i felt like a part of me was being taken away from me...That one week was really bad for all of us.........i couldn't even cry coz i had to give all the others moral support ....i had to behave normal but deep within i knew she was going away for 3 years and i would not see her again...i so wanted to go to the airport to see her off but damn the distance the airport's soooo far...anyway she left on the 7th of september......keren was very depressed and i had to console her i didnt know what to tell her ...but i tried my best to do what i could...college went on as usual ...and yea i am kinda liking it here now.....its not all that bad you know... ofcourse i'll miss my friends but i've made some really good friends now....
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