Wednesday, March 25, 2009

well,this is it!graduation is almost close and Im ready to begin life's journey.I have alot of mixed feelings right now...that's the wierd thing abt life's big moments-very rarely do they consist of one emotion.

I've spent alot of time figuring out what i should do and what i shouldn't.....and i am still confused.....that's the worst thing about graduating when ur not sure of what you're gonna do in the future.The worst of all is when you thought u found the answer,you'll find you need to ask another question..I guess the answer to all the confusion would come to an end when i realised who i was....which i still am yet to discover........once i do this evrythig else will fall into place .But who am i?what do i like doin?i do not know.. ....but yeah i believe in miracles and i trust myself .sooner or later i shall find out.........

There are no mistakes in life only lessons.

There is no such thing as a negative experience only opportunities to grow,

Learn and advance along the road of self mastery.

Today something really weird happened and i guess it was for a reason.......really donno what i should understand out of it .....but yeah i know it was a divine intervention ........ after a series of not so good things happened in my life i had lost faith in God...Thought that god probably doesnt exist.........i mean if he did then Why would "Good People" suffer.....called myself agnostic for a year went to church but didn't really believe in God.......but what happened today and after that really changed my life. I realised that i am so so lucky to be who i am and there are many more unfortunate people who don't even have what i do so i stopped complaining and blaming God coz i know he is there and has hes angels charge over me.......and i can now say that God really exists otherwise what is it that makes the world go round?and why is it that good things still happen

TO FOUL WEATHER FRIENDS

Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the pit from pole to pole
I thank whatever Gods may be
for my unconquerable soul.
In the fell clutch of circumstances,
I have not winced or cried aloud,
Under the bludgeomings of chance
My head is bloody ,but unbowed.
Beyond ,this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the horror of the shade
And yet the menance of the years
Finds and shall find me,Unafraid.
It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll
I am the master of my fate I am the Captain of my soul